" in every moment, life is happening. "
-- a commercial
your life is always worth watching. it seems in high pressure situations we are far more aware of our body, the fact that we have a pulse and the ability to take such quick, deep breaths. do you wonder what'll cross your mind during your last moments of life? or what things you'll actually keep stirred in your memory as years go on? I do. only because I remember extremely unnecessary details from the days of being a toddler or preteen that benefit absolutely no one. I guess you could say the same about people; you don't exactly know which people will stay with you as you get older by the year, and sometimes you wonder why certain people stay and certain people don't.
sometimes memories that make you upset make you feel irrational. make sense, if you can move on from it, why have it stored so it can be dwelled upon? eliminate that memory. sorta like when people only focus on negative points in past relationships to get past them...personally I feel that makes a person seem a bit idiotic for being with something that is so negative for them. just my opinion. sometimes knowing the better points and focusing on how you deserve them as a person means you'll live your years bit brighter. I can't say that for sure, but it's worked so far.
ps - harry potter and the deathly hallows part one tonight! yes!
